AHH SCREW IT..


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I FAILED CHINESE. ZOMG.



X.X



And i failed History 2138. For the first time in my life.

Zomg. I think I hate C-Leong liao. I want Ms Mara( Old History teacher) back! I remember getting only A1s for History last year and now a E8. I feel pissed. Somehow. Partially because I got C-leong as a teacher and more of it would be WHY DIDN'T I MUG EARLIER?

AHHHHHHHHHH

You Are Internal - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled internally. If you want something, you make it happen. You don't wait around for things to go your way. You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order. You realize that working the system does get you further. You know who to defer to and who to control. When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

You Are Most Like John F. Kennedy

You live a fairy tale life that most people envy. And while you may have a few dark secrets, few people know them.

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations. Brainy and intelligent, you are intellectual to the point of being incomprehensible. Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things.

You Are a Hunter Soul

You are driven and ambitious - totally self motivated to succeed Actively working to achieve what you want, you are skillful in many areas. You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding. You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force. An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people. You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor. People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all. You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone. Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul

ZOMG.


I SCREWED MY BIO. Wtf.

I thought i would do well , but i guess it was wrong. I got a C6.

The moment i got back my script, i was in shock. Time seemed to crawl as a vortex of hurried thoughts disassembled into my chaotic mind. I never want to repeat this horrible experience again. Ever.



E maths was no better. 26.5/40 =T I guess i should have practiced more

A maths was the only saving grace , it was the highest that i ever got. 91.3%

Yippie =]

yay! 32/40 for Physics this is the first time i got 80 xD


Elect Humans was a totally different story.

My elect Geog was okay with 10/13
but my SS WAS 5/12

WTF.
WTF.

34%$@^$#&^#$

WA LAU EH. I FOLLOW CHRIST LEONG'S NOTES AND I GOT IT WRONG. WTF. I'M NOT GONNA USE HER CAUSAL LINKS ANYMORE. (and she's a teacher =.= )

I got back my chem results. It was horrible. Especially when it's your forte.

Hari got 36/40 (Highest) , i'm so envious of him , well. I'm not going to slack like TA1 for Mid years.


Mr Ho told me that i got A1 for Physics. That helped to brighten my day.


rawr. 9A1s. 9A1s. 9A1S.

Gotta focus on my 6 core subjects.

English
A Maths
E maths
Chemistry
Physics
Elect Geog/ Full His.

I'm not gonna back down for Bio too. =)

PS: ZOMG. JOEL GIAM GOT 29.5/40 FOR CHEM( SHIT. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I LOST TO GIAM FOR CHEM WA LAU EH) & 78% FOR BIO. $%^%&%# I just hope that my Bio won't be so disastrous.



I must win giam. = =
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I'm so tired. =/

My left arm is aching quite abit from doing the continuous motion with the mace. It's like lifting weights. Only that you can't stop.


Bball was fun as usual.
=]




The world's beautiful. =)

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core. You often find yourself on the outside looking in. Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works. You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

You Are a Question Mark




You seek knowledge and insight in every form possible. You love learning.

And while you know a lot, you don't act like a know it all. You're open to learning you're wrong.



You ask a lot of questions, collect a lot of data, and always dig deep to find out more.

You're naturally curious and inquisitive. You jump to ask a question when the opportunity arises.



Your friends see you as interesting, insightful, and thought provoking.

(But they're not always up for the intense inquisitions that you love!)



You excel in: Higher education



You get along best with: The Comma

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are very independent and self-centered. You don't solve other people's problems - and you don't expect them to solve yours. Your look is put together, classic, and stylish. You always look fashionable without trying. You are a little shy and easily embarrassed. You often wonder if you are normal. In relationships, you are practical and realistic. You have a romantic side, but you only let it out when it's appropriate.

What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are very independent and self-centered. You don't solve other people's problems - and you don't expect them to solve yours. Your look is put together, classic, and stylish. You always look fashionable without trying. You are a little shy and easily embarrassed. You often wonder if you are normal. In relationships, you are practical and realistic. You have a romantic side, but you only let it out when it's appropriate.

You Are Destined to Rule the World

You have the makings of a very evil dictator... Which is both kind of cool and kind of scary! Will you rule the world? Maybe. Maybe not. But at least you know that you could.

You Are From Saturn

You're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams. You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones). You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible. Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun! Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of.

You Are 3: The Achiever

You're confident and competent - with a lot of energy. Eager to reach your goals, you are ambitious and competitive. You are good at motivating yourself and motivating others. You're also a charmer, with a great sense of humor. At Your Best: You are kind, confident, and completely authentic. You are witty and full of life. At Your Worst: You are insecure, narcissistic, and jealous. Your Fixation: Vanity Your Primary Fear: Being worthless. Your Primary Desire: To be important and valuable. Other Number 3's: Tom Cruise, Sylvester Stallone, Michael Jordan, Madonna, and Shania Twain.

Your Inner Color is Purple

Your Personality: You're a dreamer and visionary. You believe you were put on this earth to do something great. You in Love: You're very passionate but often too busy for love. You need a partner who sees your vision and adopts it as their own. Your Career: You need a job that helps you make a difference. You have a bright future as a guru, politician, teacher, or musician.

Chem and E maths were torturous.


Especially E Maths. I would have gotten full marks if i didn't doze off half way during the test. Lost 8m out of 40 for that.


=T

Chem was $%^$%&%#. I can't believe i got the fermentation question wrong. I will remember it for ever and ever.

(Glucose) Yeast (Ethanol)
C6H1206 ---> 2C2H5OH + 2CO2


=/

Lol. The common test is finally over. Time to slack , sleep and play =]

Common Test week so i can't post much.



There's Chem and E Maths left tomorrow.


Biology was as great as i wanted. With the teacher wanting 3 sentences for 1m.

A Maths was much better , maybe full marks =]

and Elect Humans was just me crapping out bullshit.

Physics wasn't that hard.

Full Humans I probably won't fail but it's hard to say.

Till then,

Had my Injection.The needle was glaring at me. Then it bit.



Ouch.


Next thing i knew was that i could't lift my left arm =/


After the trip back home, i went to sleep again. Sleep deprivation sucks. =x


Ran with Fabian from Bball court to Lot 1 today. It was pretty fun with us sprinting at the last 1000ms. =]

Tomorrow's the day. Ouch. I never liked injections , particularly one so close to my common test. I swear I kill the nurse if this happens.


Me: Err excuse what's that ar?

Nurse : You don't need to know lah , just take it.

Me: Oi you stupid auntie i got the right to know right?


Or smthg along the lines.


You get my drift =/






=T I hope i can still play bball after this

Whew. I got back my Handphone. xD

It was pretty snug in the drawer , i swear.


Anyway , homework was a pile as usual.


=/


AND CHINESE SPELLING.

THE HORROR.

nevermind.I shall study for once. =]


And , a dedication to all the couples out there.

Happy Valentines :)

SHIT.


I JUST REALISED I LEFT MY HANDPHONE IN CLASS.

ZOMG.


I HOPE THE CLEANERS WON'T TAKE IT.

*PRAYS*

Life's stressful. But it sure is fun =]


Today's PE was the only time when i seriously ran for the past few months. xD


Time for homework anyway

Went to have my hair cut.


Family farewell dinner was great xP


However. I got owned by HW.

Phy Assg 6.

Chem Assg 1.1 - 1.4

A maths Assg 7 and revision papers

EM revision papers.

It's time to burn brain cells =]





I borrowed dad's cam for a while and snapped a few pics.

=]


My painting =]



Bball shoes and Molten bball.


ANG PAOO


And my spastic face.





Back from basketball.

It wasn't that bad. I think my shooting accuracy went up. Some how i feel lighter and jumping seems easier. xD


Anyway , in the middle of the game i got the urge to ( yea you know) So i borrowed 20cents from my friend and ran to the kopitiam toilet. Inflation sucks. A packet of tissue paper costs like 20cents? But bargaining was out of the question. I needed to to it. Fast. ( This just a case of overly powering demand , budding economists take note)


After that. ( Yah. That. What's wrong about that.) I went back into the game. The game had became a 3 v 3. With Bing Shu and unicorn on my team. Both were great, with Bing becoming more deadly with his shooting. ( yay me) and unicorn improving. =]

The 3 uncles who were our opponents weren't slipshods. One was a sharp shooter , another was a dirty asshole who liked to foul and finally the versatile QIE BAN!

I'm glad to say that the dirty guy didn't score at all =P

Chinese New Year. The festive season that's bound to get kids excited. Afterall who can resist the temptation of the ang paos and the traditional treats? Pigging out on food, merry making and reunion dinners are just part of the agendas.

CNY wasn't very eventful for me, after all only 1 of my relatives lives in Singapore.. So bai nian didn't consume even a hour of my time. I was slightly jealous of those who had relatives because at least your holiday would have a meaning to it and not just plain boredom.

Not to mention diahorea. Urrgh. It stinks. Especially because of dehydration. Thanks to that i can't really concentrate when I'm shooting hoops.


100Plus wasn't the saviour i made it out to be.


Guess it's the books for me this time. :)

Confucious sayings . =] (From John Tan)


Man who think he is Number One is next to nothing.

Man who runs in front of car gets tired, man who runs behind car gets exhausted

Man who sneezes without tissue takes matters in his own hands

Man who have hand in pockets not crazy, just feeling nuts.

Schoolboy who plays with schoolgirl during wrong period get caught red-handed.

Man who leap off cliff jump to conclusion.

Man who go to bed with diarrhoea wake up in deep shit.

You Should Get a JD (Juris Doctor)

You're logical, driven, and ruthless. You'd make a mighty fine lawyer.

You Are a Yellow Crayon

Your world is colored with happy, warm, fun colors. You have a thoughtful and wise way about you. Some people might even consider you a genius. Charming and eloquent, you are able to get people to do things your way. While you seem spontaneous and free wheeling, you are calculating to the extreme. Your color wheel opposite is purple. You both are charismatic leaders, but purple people act like you have no depth.

Your Power Level is: 96%

You have all the tools you need to be a success - both professionally and personally. You'll probably go beyond reaching your goals. You'll change the world (at least a little).

You Are 38% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

You Are 72% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

Your Gemstone is Amber

Creative, happy, and logical. You shine in any intellectual endeavor

Diarrhoea.

Shred the gloves and start running.

It's a dark night ,
A path alone ,
Fire blazing through the ends ,
Needles shrouded on the stones

Just came back from the Cinema.

I must admit. Kung fu dunk was a rather exceptional show. It was humorous ( That's for sure! ) and I LOVE THE VISUALS!


Jay's acting was also brilliant =]

Your IQ Is 140

Your Logical Intelligence is Genius Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Genius

I'mma genius.

xD

You Are a Pear

You are independent, intelligent, and a free thinker. You can accomplish great things, especially when you do them on your own. You are direct, honest, and sometimes even a bit brutal. There's not much that gets in the way of you and your ambition. While you are hard nosed, you do have a much sweeter side to you. It takes times for you to soften toward someone, but once you do, you'll be their friend for life.

Your Deadly Sins

Greed: 40% Pride: 40% Sloth: 20% Envy: 0% Gluttony: 0% Lust: 0% Wrath: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14% You'll die in a shuttle crash, on your way to your resort on the moon.

You Are 32% Sociopath

From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good. It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream!

You Are a Natural Entrepreneur

You're creative, driven, and full of great ideas. You could be the next Richard Branson, Warren Buffet, or Oprah. Keep with your dreams, even if people don't understand or respect them. Someday you'll have too much money to care what they think!

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations. You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts. Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition. The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

I admit. I was bored.

Your Personality Profile

You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant. Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle. You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs. For you, comfort and calm are very important. You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection. You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong.

Your Superpower Should Be Manipulating Fire

You are intense, internally driven, and passionate. Your emotions are unpredictable - and they often get the better of you. Both radiant and terrifying, people are drawn to you. At your most powerful, you feel like the world belongs to you. Why you would be a good superhero: You are obsessive enough to give it your all Your biggest problem as a superhero: Your moodiness would make it difficult to control your powers

What Chen Qijian Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are. You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth. You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

Yesterday night was a whirlwind of activities for me, squeezing through the crowds in Chinatown, long and boring rides on the mrt coupled with my drowsiness wasn't the best experience in my life.


Tch. I shouldn't even contemplate about going there next time. I mean squeezing through crowds of young people (/chio bu) are fine by me. But getting packed into sardines with sticky ,smelly elbow wielding and ill mannered aunties and uncles are no no for me.


I hate how I get elbowed while trying to get a breath of fresh air amid the fetid hot breath of the crowd.

I hate how people can step on my clean WHITE shoes while walking.


But enough of my complaining. IT'S A NEW YEAR! 9A1s I'm coming =]

It's been like one year since i posted. ( Yea , yea I know it's stupid that i can lose my blog password)


Reading all my past misdeeds and random actions brought back a sense of nostalgia sprinkled with amusement. Comparing myself then and now , i feel that i'm slightly more mature then last time. Where i would burst into a tirade. Yes. Kicking and screaming for justice and blood. That was the old me.

Now I'm even better. Armed with a parang and stiletto. Super Apple shall dish out justice!


Kidding. If i could even do justice to my smelly old socks waiting to be washed.



On a more serious note ,today was the eve of Chinese New Year. Not many people were there, it was sort of saddening. Glancing back at the crumbly old clock tower brings back many fond memories. Rolling on the field , getting mud on my shirt and throwing cockroaches into pencil cases were my specialties. Not to mention the dead caterpillar that became a mummy with the help of my correction fluid.


Memory lane may not be exactly a flower bed, but whatever forlorn memories that it brings is a treasured one. It shaped me into who i am, crafted my character and etched that spastic grin onto my face .

QIJIAN





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